A far away voice......

Thousands of thoughts that cross my mind in just fractions of seconds amazes me. From family to friends to lover to career to future to life to dreams to reality.. all in just no time at all. And when i try to compose my thoughts into words or into something fruitful the result is a big failure. All this surprises me as once a calm and composed person has now turned into a person with messy thoughts. The thought process doesn’t end here. It actually starts from here once more forming a cloud that can burst at any time causing the world around to look up and realise that a blunder took place. 

This world has millions and trillions of people all lost in their own world but somehow each one of us has this state of mind at some point of time maybe just for moments. It depends on person to person as to when this state changes and how long it prevails. This is thus the time when the thoughts of our own mind play a devilish role in our life. This is the the moment when even surrounded by thousands of people you can hear a faint voice from the background telling you that you do not belong here. You feel that something else is controlling you, that someone has taken over you and you observe the whole scene from a whole new dimension. You don’t hear what people are saying but you just observe the complications of life and also how entangled are the people.

Alas, you have to come back and realise that you are here in between all this mess living a life that is somewhat mess at times and then you think and get back to this world with a smile.

Is it LOVE??

Recently some events and realizations made me think the difference between LOVE and LUST.
These two 4 letters made me think a lot for nearly two long days now and finally i decided to write something on it.

LOVE is something that bounds us to someone (purity involved) and LUST is something that wants the other person to be bound to you.
If I love someone, it has to be unconditional. I cannot expect the other person to love me too. And the day i feel it a necessity for the other person to love me the same way then that day this LOVE converts into LUST.


Love is never based on person's looks or who a person presents itself and you never have a image to maintain as what you are is only what you show. On the other side, Lust is somewhat based on physical attraction and nothing to do with feelings.

Love and Lust is most misunderstood and thus the result is a huge disaster. If the relation is based on lust then somewhere at some point of time the gut feeling arises speaking of DANGER. Thus, to differentiate the feelings is very important and also a challenging task as "Love is purity of heart and Lust is just a demand..!!"
It always take time to build love but lust comes in moments. And anything that takes time is worth maintaining. Right?

Never Give Up..!!!

All of us have hard times in our life. It may be related to career, business, relations or anything else. These hard times depress us and even may make us feel that are life is unworthy. But it is really so?
If we are unable to run, its okay, at least we can walk.
We need to cherish what we are able to do and always keep the spirit of keep trying. The day we end hope is the end where everything finished, it is thus the day where life ends and where we need to go in depression.
To add to this thought, here is an amazing quote and always inspires me-

Today is a Present..!! Live It..!!

The past is an experience,

present is an experiment and

future is an expectation.

These words have a deep meaning that one needs to soon realise in life.

Our life has its past, future and a present. The worry of past and future always tends to destroy the present which is a beautiful gift. No matter how bitter experiences we may have had, it can never destroy our present till we give it the power ourselves.

Incidents, people and things of the past should always be kept in the past and their thoughts and presence earlier should not make us regret the present we live in. The expectation of something is always a source of disappointment ( as i mentioned in a earlier post too ), so the best of all is just live in the present and make the best out of it and worthy enough to cherish.

Life rewards you unconditionally but you need to deserving for it. If you don’t know the meaning between past and present then you can never understand the future. If you cant perceive your gifts properly then what is the point of them.Beauty of life can be felt only when we live it. 

“If you live in the fear of the future because of what happened in the past, you’ll end up losing what you have in the present…!!! “

Keep Moving.. Keep Learning..!!!

All of us dream of things that we want in our lives and also imagine a world of our dreams. We believe that life will some day give us things that we want and expect. We dream, we hope and we live.  Often these dreams may be unrealistic but we still dream of them. But to understand what the real world is all about we need to move out of our comfort zones and analyze the world. We need to take steps that lead us to learning and experiencing new things.

Well, I took the same step and relocated. New city, new people, new environment, new things and definitely new experiences. Life is all about realizing and learning. Isn't it?  Away from home, family and friends it becomes difficult to manage things initially but it is just a phase where we take time to settle but these are good learning days of life and here I am learning lots of things. Learning to be independent and manage myself that i thought would be easy but its not that easy. :P
Now here I am, 2 weeks in a new town somewhat happy and somewhat sad. But I will surely make it a great learning experience. Make moments. Live life and make it worth living. Life's amazing if you know how to make it amazing. Life's worth making realization if you know how to analyze and realize.

Finally, I would just like to add that Dream as much as you can. You never know when they just come live. :D

Words are mightier than Sword...!!!

Words often leads us into the unexpected and this is often true in case these words are written to describe one's feelings.

Often there are feelings that are hard to share with anyone. These may be the ones  of love, hurt, jealousy, care or something more intense that I am not aware of at present. These captivate us so badly at times that we chose a way to let these flow out and its none other than words. We write. Write just to let go from the pain that these feelings give us by staying within but does writing anything does justice to the real emotions behind it. Can we actually portray the feelings in our words properly?
I always felt that we do enough justice to our feelings by writing them out. But I just realized that writing something may give us freedom from the heaviness but if someone comes to read it and perceives it differently from the way we wrote it then it does pains more than ever.

I have often heard and read at places-
" Do not give explanations. Because your enemies wont believe it and your friends don't need it."
But if your friends only misunderstand your words, then wont a person feel the urge to give a proper explanation. And thus here comes once again the importance of words. The words we chose to explain or describe something needs to be chosen properly.
Simple things do get complicated when these words show their real magic. A simple thought can change the world often if it is illustrated using powerful words. Simple feelings can be twisted if improper words are used. A smooth going life can be devastated if your words are wrongly interpreted. Weird.. Isn't it? How just your words can change it all.

Strange is this world where the disclosure and sharing of feelings has become so hard that the feelings that come from deep within without thinking needs a lot of thought when it comes to displaying them.

SECRET ADMIRER (FINAL PART)...!!!

….and yes i fell in love..!!!!

(BEAUTIFUL WORDS AREN'T THEY… )

Love, attraction, infatuation is something that we all go through at one phase of life. All these feelings seem to be all around us and we get captivated. The world seems the best place and people in it the most amazing creatures. (yes i call them creatures because they are very difficult to understand) Each one of us when in this phase of life feel that the world and this life is the best place to live in but believe me all that glitters in not gold. All the shining feeling soon comes to an end and the world becomes seems to be worst place and the people in the most disgusting creatures.

Same thing happened with our heroine of the story, the so called feeling of love soon disappeared and hatred took its place. The place where she loved going soon become a place which she most hated going. She felt a urge to run away where no one can ask her how it all went about. There was once a time when she hated when her "admiration" didn't come to the office but soon she started this feeling better as his presence brought goose-bumps in her stomach.

Things took a U-turn in her life. She was forced to think about her feelings for this one person who all of a sudden became so important that his decisions and choices affected her so much. 

After a lot of introspection, she realized that love and admiration are great feelings but there is no point sacrificing everything just for nothing. A person who cannot respect you and your feelings at the correct time doesn't deserve to be the one to be shown all your love. Being strong enough, she took the decisions to move on in life and move away from things that have been hurting. Soon came the time when this decision of hers came into play.

Admiration that was once formed without knowing anything about the other person can obviously not go away that easily but it can be respected. It can be nurtured to make yourself more strong and understanding the physics of living happily. Grudges and pain can be kept in the heart and lead to our own destruction or people can be forgiven and we can move forward with a head held high. 

At some point we do have realization that are necessary in life and can surely be a turning point in life.

"Making someone a part of your life is amazing but it is indeed beautiful if you are a part of the same person's life."

This person will always be special to her and his place will surely never be taken by anybody else but the lessons he has unintentionally taught her will always remain by her side even though she is moving herself away and she will be his "SECRET ADMIRER" and yes she had fallen in Love…!!!