I am a Bird and here I fly...!!!

Chirp chirp chirp…!!! 

I don’t know where I came from.. I don’t know for what I came… I am unsure of my existence.

I want to fly.. I want to explore.. I want to be a touch the horizons. It feels so good when I see the large flocks that fly over my nest, each one of them singing their own song, I want to sing my song too. I want to know what is there above the big mass of changing colour which is all over me. I feel its weird sometimes. It’s black sometimes, sometimes white, sometimes blue, sometimes orange, sometimes yellow. I want to know how it changes its colour.

I’ll try to fly now. I want to fly. I tried a few times. But I cannot stay in air long. I hurted my wings now. But I still want to try. I won’t lose hope. One day I will fly. 

Trying trying I could fly for sometime today. My wings are still weak. I fell down after flying for sometime. I could a cool breeze. My beak is cold. I will still try again.

Chirp chirp chirp…!!! 

On the window sill, there sits a bird nest. There is a small bird alone in it. It seems its trying to fly. I feel like bringing it inside and keeping it as pet. It won’t ever have any need to find food. But then will it like to be captured in a cage. The way it keeps trying to fly, reminds me of how I wanted to fly and fulfill my desires. Every morning I see this bird and it inspires me to accomplish what I believe. This bird has become an inspiration for me. One day I woke up and there is no Chrip sound. I got worried. I opened my window and saw the nest was empty. I searched everywhere nearby but couldn’t find the sweet birdie. I soon realised, it had flown early morning with its flocks. It will touch its horizons. It will be flying over my head. Its departure has inspired me even more. I will touch my horizons too….!!!!

Chirp Chirp Chirp…!!!

And I am flying…!!! It feels so awesome. The breeze is helping me fly too. I will fly to the sun today…!!! I love flying. I love my freedom…!!!

Unspoken Love...!!!

Eyes closed.. cold wind touching the cheeks.. hair flying up with the wind... ears becoming numb with the chilling wind but the whole body has the warmth of the beloved's hug. 

Slowly the bike keeps moving up and down the hill as he drives. The more colder the wind gets, the tighter is her hug. She breaths in the air and turns and kisses his neck. The touch of her lips on the back of his neck sends out a shivers down his spine. He keeps driving. Her touch giving him more confidence to cross the chill. He keeps driving even though he is numb with the cold and her weight. 

She feels a drop of rain on her cheek, it slowly moves down her cheek and clings to the side of her lips. She licks it up and taste the first drop of rain. As they move forward more droplets fall over them bringing them even more close and their embrace becomes even more strong.

She wants to stop. He doesn't want to slow down.

She whispers to him. He nodes.

He slows down. Her grip becomes more firm.

They approach a small corner tea stall and he finally stops. She gets down and runs to find shelter. He joins her. She clings to him. He holds her tight.

Sipping the tea, their eyes meet. 

Lots of unspoken words.. many unexplained feelings..!!!

She is cold, he is tired. 

They hug each other to never leave.

They share a lot in that one minute. The embrace said it all, explained why they were together and what they had between them.

A lot can be spoken without words. To express you don't always need words.

" Silence speaks when words can't..!!!"

You create your own WHIRLPOOL...!!!

A few moments can change your life. 

You never know who you meet in life and what role they play in structuring your life. 

It's all a whirlpool. 

Once you enter into it.. you cannot predict when you will come out. The events inside is something that are unplanned and will fascinate you by their beauty. The unexpectedness of these events make it even more interesting to live into them.

Round and round the whirlpool moves and with it moves the graph of excitement. 

Hundred of things in a single moment and all we should do is live them.

Life has a lot to give if we know how to take. 

Many of us get drowned in these events of life. Some because of the happiness they give and some because of the pain. But they all have a pleasure in its own way. 

The thoughts inside one's head are never less than this. They are enough to create a life which can be disastrous to ourself or good enough to make a change in our destiny.

To think about this is what I leave it on you now.

THINK...!!! THINK...!! 

Live in your WHIRLPOOL...!!

No Excuses.. Only Results...!!!

Results are the outcome of hardwork and excuses are a outcome of procrastination.

To push yourself harder and reach the heights is something that comes from determination, will power and a lot of hardwork. If we keep trying to find ways to avoid it, the only thing we end up is with excuses. A lot of people including me get irritated or pissed off at times when we don't get the results we desire. Sometimes we even try to get away with things and come up with all sort of excuses. But internally we know that what we never tried that hard.

The one giving excuses may not realise that he is harming himself as this soon becomes a habit and this is surely not a good one.

Results or Excuses is what we decide for ourselves. Both cannot be together. One of them is what we chose and deliver.

It's always our choice of what we accept and desire that makes us what we are. 

Thinking about excuses I just came around with this great quote:

“The only thing standing between you and your goal is the bullshit story you keep telling yourself as to why you can't achieve it.” 
― Jordan Belfort

Feel a bit more...!!!

So True..!!!

Most of the problems and pain people feel is because they think too much about it and end up in a pain that gets unbearable for them to bear.

The world is beautiful place to live in. There are lots of things that each of us face in our day to day lives. The problem comes when we let these things get over our minds and create a place for them into our thoughts. 

Our thoughts determine our state of living...!!!

The more negative we think, the more we trouble ourself.

The more positive we think, the more happy we are.

I believe that if a person takes out 10 mins a day to feel the moment in which he/she lives and just cherish that moment to its best then its enough to keep out of stress. Slowly, if we can make it a habit to think less and feel more then there would be no unnecessary pain. 

The morning sun, the sunset, the moon each have its own beauty and each signify itself. But if they trouble themselves by thinking about the shine of others they themselves will lose what they have to give. The best of us lies when we feel and keep ourselves in the present.

Be brave to say a Goodbye...!!!

Today I write this blog with mixed emotions. This is a learning and that's the reason I am writing it down.
When we move out from our native place in search of living and start a new life in a new city, the people we meet have a great impact on our lives. It matters a lot how we interact and jell up with the crowd. The same happened with me when I moved to Bangalore. The first of many people I met were the one's from the place I started working. Being in IT industry you don't expect people to be very helpful to you and neither did I expect that. Initial days were very tough, especially when you have no clue of the local language. It took some 2 months to make friends or at least start talking to people and make them realize your presence.
You may have heard life is cruel, Yes, It is cruel as times. But its worth it.
Trying to understand the people around you is one of the most difficult tasks. When you have no freaking idea what people on the table are talking because you don't understand the language, then yes life seems cruel.

Anyways, finally my communication started with people and I made a few friends. Life came on track after some 6 months. Work is enjoyed when people you work with are fine and so happened with me. I worked with some decent people.

Today, when I bid farewell to the organization, I was excited about my new endeavor, but also felt a moment where I realized I wont be coming back to this place and work with my same team, have lunch with my buddies. Moving on is important. But what matters is how gracefully you move on.

Everyday is a Second chance...!!!

We all look for chances… chances to grow.. chances to advance ourself into a better person.. chances to make the best of everything and truly each day is a new chance to build the best of us.

We sometimes feel that things didn’t go the way we wanted or the way we planned. We wait for chances to do the best. But isn’t it true that its us who create the chances. Directly or indirectly we are the ones who take steps for the chances to appear. Its just the way we perceive things.

One of the good quotes I read:

“Look on every exit as being an entrance somewhere else.”