SECRET ADMIRER..!!!

Khusboo, a final year student, like all others excited about being graduated but also was tensed about her future. Each day she would come up with new ideas but instantly they would fail without even being implemented. 

Out of the blue, one day she received a call from a company calling her for an interview. The excitement was beyond imagination.

Soon the day of the interview arrived. With butterflies in her stomach she went to the address being given to her. On waiting for an hour, she was finally called. That was the first day she saw him, the day she wont forget. All she felt was good. 

On reaching home that day, she searched for that guy's name on google and finally got his LinkedIn profile. She viewed and kept it in the back of her mind.

Few days passed and she received no calls telling her the results. She lost hope and soon got back to finding new ideas.

Astonishingly few days later, she received a call. It was Him. The same guy she admired on his first looks, telling her that she was selected.

The journey had begun. A journey to her new life.. her professional life and she was all ready to enter this new world.

With a new spirit, she entered the company's office on the DOJ and here he was again in his most professional looks and a personality she soon started admiring more.

Days passed and she was trying to get comfortable in the new environment and also her secret admiration for him kept growing. Admiration that was very much professional and she was inspired by him. With the passing days, she started studying the people in her office and also analyzing them and with this her professional admiration for him turned into personal admiration. She soon wanted to know him, talk to him and understand him but she even knew that it was an impossible dream of hers. She went to the office only to see him and admire him more day in and out.

To her wildest imagination, one day she found herself in his company and that was the day it all started. They talked, laughed, shared ideas, beliefs and with it her admiration grew. Soon she became friends with him, They started going out just to spend time, quality time it was indeed. She was excited and happy but also a fear grew inside her, a fear to get hurt. She was getting close to him, she trusted him but was not sure about his feelings. He constantly confused her about his feelings. She didn't expect anything except that they could just be good friends, friends who can support to each other.

Her admiration for him kept increasing day by day, professionally as well as personally but she couldn't express it in front of him. She cared for his smile, a smile that was very rare but whenever he smiled… she felt for him.

Their friendship grew to a unexplainable level, where they had to ask each other and also their own self "What are they?"

Without any answers, they moved on leaving everything on destiny.

As time passed, the flair of this great relation subsided. The time they spent together reduced. The thoughts they shared were longer exchanged but this didn't hamper her admiration for him. She still admired him.

Today, its his birthday. She is all lost in thoughts. Admiration and friendship all are mixed. She wants to hug him and tell him that she adores and admires him. He is special. Special for her. She can never have him in his life but she will always be his SECRET ADMIRER.